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4.02.2013

Between the woman and the child

Lately I've been feeling strange...
like I don't even recognize my fears, desires
my motivations and my dreams.

Lately I've been feeling like everything that is happening to me
is unreal.
That all of a sudden I am a character in one of the wacky dreams from the movie "The Cell"
where fantasy and reality collide in the most freakiest way.





Lately there is a struggle inside of me.. where woman and her inner child meet, 
yet they still feel very awkward towards each other.
They want to connect.
They both want to walk hand in hand.
They both keep staring at each other
from far away.


I still want to play dress up.
I still want to sleep until late.
I still want to dance naked and daydream
with my eyes open.


Yet, I am prepared for the challenge.
I am prepared to live the dream.
and, deep down i know, that soon
without rush
The inner child within
will walk toward the woman and wont be afraid to hold
her hand.


And they will not let go.
They will never let go.

*all images from vimity.com


And the woman that I am
will always dream
and will always look for an excuse to dance naked.
And will surely keep playing dress up
even if sometimes will have to be
in my mind.





16 comments:

Andrea Ocampo said...

I love this post! I can relate so much. The pictures are awesome too.

Kiki said...

La nina y la mujer se encontraran y aunque habra cambios indiscutibles y algunas prioridades sean reajustadas...no tendras q escojer pues pues ambas iran de la mano en este tu mundo cambiante en esta tu nueva aventura. Jamas tendras q dejar de jugar "dress up" porque eso es parte de quien eres y lo haras aun mas. Siempre habra tiempo para bailar desnuda siempre habra tiempo para ti, la nina mujer. Haras el tiempo. Se q asi sera. Aunque nada haga sentido aunque el miedo te invada y sientas q tu no eres tu y q tu cuerpo ha sido ocupado, nada dura para siempre y cuando otra vez seas tu...todo eso q hoy desconoses de ti, te hara falta, pero poquito a poquito te iras integrando y todos tus sentidos y uno extra te haran entender q todo cambio y sacrificio a de valer la pena y bailaras....bailaras sonolienta o con imsomnio. Sola y nunca sola te arreglaras y alguno q otro acxesorio cambiara pero igual te hara brillar, quizas mas radiante mas mujer pero nunca menos nina. Ya veras q la realidad supera los suenos y q aunque los miedos nunca desaparescan, seran tu motor para seguir bailando. Tqm. Erika

Lyndsey Camille said...

I feel the same way all the time. I'm glad I am not the only one :)
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Marcelo said...

Never stop being you...thats the true hapiness.

Comiendo en LA said...

This is a beautiful post! And I love the pictures!

Ezzy Guerrero-Languzzi said...

Cannot wait to see you, Farah. Beautiful writing. xoxo

Bohemian Babushka said...

One of your best posts. Pregnancy becomes you. Nos vemos pronto muchachita; BB2U

Lennie said...

Muy bonito!

S. Yissele said...

I love it! Beautiful Pics! Thanks for sharing!

Namaste!ॐ
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Maybelline ~ Naturalmente Mamá said...

You have a way with words young lady.. Love the post!

Sofia Keck said...

The girl in the photos looks like cotton candy, playful and fun. I see a lot of inspiration on this post. xoxox

Diana Rodriguez said...

Nice Pics!.. Love It

Yadira Ambert said...

Never loose yourself, just reinvent. You will be an awesome mom!

Vero said...

As long as i have known you.. every time we are together ... its loke being little girls once again. i dont doubt for a second that this new stage in your life will reach out to part of that lil girl that you migh've missed. I love u friend...very inspiring. Very You:)

Vero said...

As long as i have known you.. every time we are together ... its loke being little girls once again. i dont doubt for a second that this new stage in your life will reach out to part of that lil girl that you migh've missed. I love u friend...very inspiring. Very You:)

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