Lately I've been feeling strange...
like I don't even recognize my fears, desires
my motivations and my dreams.
Lately I've been feeling like everything that is happening to me
That all of a sudden I am a character in one of the wacky dreams from the movie "The Cell"
where fantasy and reality collide in the most freakiest way.
Lately there is a struggle inside of me.. where woman and her inner child meet,
yet they still feel very awkward towards each other.
They want to connect.
They both want to walk hand in hand.
They both keep staring at each other
from far away.
I still want to play dress up.
I still want to sleep until late.
I still want to dance naked and daydream
with my eyes open.
Yet, I am prepared for the challenge.
I am prepared to live the dream.
and, deep down i know, that soon
The inner child within
will walk toward the woman and wont be afraid to hold
And they will not let go.
They will never let go.
*all images from vimity.com
And the woman that I am
will always dream
and will always look for an excuse to dance naked.
And will surely keep playing dress up
even if sometimes will have to be
in my mind.