This week has been one of those weeks that everything looks blurry, dark, endless and sad...I feel blue.
I am at a point in my life where I have let work interfere with my personal life, my dreams, my time...again, MY LIFE.
The worst part of it all is that, my job is not a "career" so it makes me feel much more worse....
Negative people at work trying to bring me down, my possibilities of growth in this Company are cero to none, and supervisors only focus on what you don't do...
I do not have time to do the things I love, to enjoy my marriage and frankly its getting to a point of no return.
Sometimes I do not want to get out of bed...and sleeping has become much more pleasurable than it should, really.
I need to make a decision...fast. May God help me.
What to do in days like these??
Should you hide below the blankets and close your eyes attempting to be unconcious only to find yourself tossing and turning? Or should you just jump out of bed and puts loads of makeup to hide the pain, only to find yourself dragging your soul on the floor with every step you take?
What to do...turn the switch OFF.
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