Dreaming Everyday

Sometimes I wonder why days go by so fast

there is hardly any time to enjoy the rain pouring down or a nice hot shower running down our backs.

Does time really go fast...or is it us,

just living like zombies day after day

without really living?

                          I have always thought of myself 

as someone who truly enjoys every moment

as someone who can change the most negative and uncomfortable situation 

into a very interesting and even fun one.

Through the years

one can really forget to savor the simplest things in life

Such as pretty flowers,

sincere smiles and

terrible weather under the sheets.

This year I want to feel like I used to..

I want to live as fully as I once did,

 when there weren't so many responsibilities

so much undesired work and so unwanted stress.

I don't want to think twice

every time my body urges me to go dance in the pouring rain

like when I was a child

without thinking of the consequences and the cold that I could catch but never did.

I don't want to think twice to forgive and move on...

I don't want to think twice to say what I want to say

when I want to say it

cause tomorrow it may be too late and forever may just be too long to hold it inside.

I want to be brave.

Because sometimes..you just need a little miracle

 to understand that everything is worth fighting for..

that everything is worth living.

That there are no bad days 

if the ones you love breath and are able to hear your "I Love You's"

That as long as we are together

everything is possible and everyday is a dream.